Wahasteeny ya ukhtee…:( :(

Every soul will taste death. And We test you with evil and with good as trial; and to Us you will be returned.(Suratul Anbiya:30)



I miss you soooo much Zainab,more than words could say…..it hurts really bad.




It was on the 2nd of Shawwal,1434(9th August,2013) Allah(swt) took you away from us ….

When I heard the news,

I shut my eyes and prayed it was a dream

But unfortunately it was a reality…a very sad reality.

If only tears could bring you back……


Each time I pass by the Masjid in which your Janaza took place, my heart gets broken…it’s a feeling I cant explain…..but I know you are Insha Allah in a better place…God loves you more.

All I think about is the last time we spoke , our last conversation…our last chat. I wish we talked longer….. I had so many things to tell you .

I wish I could see you walk through the kitchen door at at Katsina…just one more time , but I know that is impossible ….. God knows best…Image

I miss you soo much …more than you could think of…. My hearts is sore.


As time goes by, I miss you more …

Your loving smile, your kind words and the sincere advice

The good times we had in cairo,

The Tafsir at Malama Murja’s,

The nice and fun times we had at essence,

Today, tomorrow, I will always remember.


You were really a good person,Allah ya sa halin ki ya bi ki…ameen


May Allah forgive you all your sins and May we meet someday in Jannatul Firdaus…InshaAllah.

Adios my Sister,my friend…my love…









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Happy birthday and Happy Retirement Baba

Last night was my dad’s retirement dinner at katsina. Even though I was not physically there, I could tell from the pictures that it was a wonderful event, well planned by friends and well wishers.Image 

After 21 years of dedicating himself to the High Court of Justice, Katsina, my dad retired today. His career has spanned more than 2 decades filled with so many ups and downs.

I am sorry I am not there to celebrate your birthday and your retirement today. My prayers are always with you. May Allah (SWT) grant you all your heart desires.

I know it is hard to be honest and dedicated for over 21 years, but you did it Baba. We are all proud of you and we love you and Mama.

Now it is time for you to look back with pride and satisfaction on your well-lived life and look forward to the things you are yet to enjoy inshaAllah. 

May God bless you and May All your dreams come true…..Amin .




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A prayer on my birthday

Alhamdulillah ya Allah for giving me another year of life….

Thank you God for all the people who remembered me today….by sending text messages,calls and who came all the way to wish me a happy bithday

A special thanks to my mum who was the first to wish me a happy birthday with a wonderful prayer…thnx mum!thnx for being there for me all the time…..you’l always be my NUMERO UNO! ❤ ❤ <3….*kisses*

Thanks to my new most wonderful family “The kabirs” for the special gifts….u made my day 🙂

To my friends whomImage we had lunch together earlier during the day….i say thank you.i love you all….

To my best friend Ameena,that wished she was here…though you r not here physically with me,you are always in my heart……i love you sooo…Xxx

Thank you TARAZAN for being the first to send me a gift…*winks*….i appreciate it…*sigh* you hav no idea……xx


Thank you God for making me who i am today….for granting me to ive the most useful 24 years of life and good health…Alhamdulillah ya Allah

Thank you for all the experience of this past year for times of success which will always be happy memories,for times of failure which reminded me of my own weakness and of my need for you,for times of joy when the sun was shining,for times of sadness which drove me to you.

Forgive me…….for the hours I wasted,
for the chances I failed to take……
for the opportunities I missed this past year.
Help me in the days ahead to make this the best year yet,
and through it to bring good credit to myself,
happiness and pride to my loved ones,
and joy to you. Amin ya Allah……

A happy birthday to me………


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“And my affair i leave i…

“And my affair i leave it to Allah.Verily Allah is the All-seer of (His) slaves”(Gaafir:44)

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Alhamdulillah for the gift of life…..:)

Alhamdulillah for the gift of life.....:)


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